So...I did this cause sometimes it's fun to sometimes share my dreams with people, however, it's mostly for archival purposes (For Myself)
The dream started in some kind of fnaf fan game, where you had to run from giant versions of the animatronics, and find the exit to finally escape, I also had a knife to fight some of the animatronics.
Then the dream changed to real life, where me and my parents went to a cake shop I think, and the police and several criminals followed us there, so the criminals started blaming us for the crimes they had commited because apparently every time they showed up somewhere we were also there, I dont remember much more about that part of the dream though.
After that I was in my school, but it was very different to how it actually looks, there was a yard that was identical to the yard that my middle school had, and there was a drone competition being done there, my friends had made a team and their drone fucking sucked so I tried piloting it but I just couldn't, then I had to leave to a different area of the school, and I passed by another area which was fully abandoned, there were 2 buildings I had to cross to get to where I wanted to go, and when you reached the end of one of the buildings you could see that they looked like they streched infinitely to the ground and to the sky, and there was only a bridge of questionable structural integrity joining them, I eventually got lost and went back to go the other way, and on the way back I saw a man in a chicken suit a floor below, nothing else about that though, but when I almost got back some kind of monsters from fallout new vegas started appearing and I started fighting them, when I was done 2 people, one in a power armour suit approached me and asked if I wanted tonjoin their guild as a doctor/nurse? And I said yes, they made me take a bath and on the bathroom mirror I realised that I was a woman.
Then the dream changed to a minecraft server, nothing much happened there but I tried exploring a bit and I was scared of getting lost so I just came back to the base where my friends had made an xp farm using command blocks.
The earliest dream I have a memory of is of some kind of monster coming out of my room, and it started walking towards me, it didn't do anything, I was just scared, my parents didn't care, in fact I think they didn't even notice it was there, I just cried and closed my eyes to try not to see it, but I couldn't close my eyes, and I could still sense it's presence.
My personal interpretation of this is: I've never felt like my parents really cared about me, or maybe, there are things that still haunt me that my parents never really cared much about, or that I never told them about, however this is a trend that still persists in every nightmare or dream I have, for example see dream of nuclear annihilation below.
I also very vividly remember a dream of me getting out of an elevator in the wrong floor, but my parents didn't get off, they kept going, and I just stayed in the wrong floor, crying.
Elevators are still a very common trend in my dreams.
One of the most terrifying dreams I've had was one where I was in my roof looking at the night sky, and there were lots of stars, very odd for a place like where I live, but they all just started moving, really fats, and I was terrified of that, I was with a lot of family members but none of them cared, as always.
I haven't really had any nice dreams lately, I think the "nicest" dream I've recently had was of me going to Kazakhstan, and I ended up in a small village, but it was getting dark and I had to get to my hotel, so I see a taxi passing by and I wave at it, he stops and I ask "Do you speak English" and he replies with "No English, go away", but I try to stop him and I ask "Russkiy, goborish po russkiy? (Russian, do you speak russian?)" he says yes, so I try to ask him where the hotel is, in Russian, but I dont know how so I try to open a translator app, but its the middle of nowhere in Kazakhstan so there's no internet, so I just tell the driver: sorry for wasting your time, I give him some money for compensation and he goes away, by now it really is dark and I just start walking hoping that eventually I'll reach the hotel, but then I woke up.
A few days ago (around November 5th 2025) I dreamt that I bought a gun, and I went with my friends to try and find a place to shoot it, sadly we didn't find it. (https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=LvaYk-phy14&si=MnzibZUZhQixhCNI)
Yesterday (November 7th) I dreamt that I returned to Sweden, to the same little town I stayed at, but we had to stop at Madrid first, the airport was in an old Spanish castle, and when I finally got to the small town I was at everything had changed, it was overall much more lively, and one of the teachers at the school was an impersonator of a serial killer(?) and he started yapping something about how noone could kill him, so I picked up a stick, went up to him and stabbed him, his body opened up, best way I can describe it, and I saw 2 organs so I just made them mush, the teacher lived because that was fake apparently, but he was mad at me because I broke his act.
Another recent dream I remember is of me going once again to Afghanistan, to a small town near Jalalabad, I went there because of one of my grandmother's funerals, so i was there to pick up her stuff, I really liked it, and there was a model shop near by, lol, but then a firefight happened near where I was staying, and unlike other dreams of war I've had this one was "realistic", I could see the blood and individual wounds from the bullets, it was gruesome.
I've also dreamt of assassinating Donald Trump, it was surprisingly ez, bro had a health bar and I only had to fight him and his security team, I also had an smg so they weren't much of a challenge, after that I just walked to Mexico to "run".
These are dreams in where I've been inside a Visual Novel, not a pre existing one, but one that my mind created.
There have been 2 of these, but I only remember one of them vividly.
The irl context for all of these dreams was that I had just started playing vns, and I had developed a strange obsession with early 2000s vns, their artstyle and themes, so I guess my brain really just thought about them a lot.
The one I remember the most vividly was about me living in a house in a farm with 6 other people, and they were all women because of course they were lol, I was very close to one of them and didn't mind the others, when one day she disappeared, so everyone started blaming each other for her disappearance, but one of the other people at night told me to come to her room, and she explained that the person that disappeared had actually done so because she wanted to disappear, and she knew where she was, she gave me the keys to the room of the girl that had disappeared and a rifle, so I went to her room, her room was dimly lit with what I like to call "gamer lights", it was cozy but it felt like a maze in a way, at first I found a vhs and a vhs player, I started playing the vhs at a very low volume and it was screen recording of a visual novel, a visual novel that was the events of our lives up to this point, at that point a pathway to a door opened, and I heard that other people in the house started to wake up, I quickly took out the VHS from the player, put it where it was before, and panicking because everyone was getting close and seeing me in the room of someone who had just disappeared would make me an instant suspect, I unlocked the door that had just been revealed, just in time for everyone to get inside the room, looking at the door you could only see a very bright light coming out of it, but I had no choice other than to go through it, so just as everyone else unlocked the door I jumped inside, closing it behind me, and suddenly I found myself in the most beautiful field of grass and flowers, there was nothing and noone else around, I felt an extreme sense of happiness and peace at that moment, one would think that I'd panic due to the situation, but I didn't, however that feeling was short lived, since I still had to find the person who had disappeared, so I started walking, until I reached some sort of circularly built steampunkish looking city, and then the fucking British SAS arrived in a helicopter looking for me, but I still had the rifle, so I tried shooting but I just woke up at that point...I curse my everyday 6am alarm.
The second dream was about me being in a school that had monsters in it, some were good but others were evil, a partiularly evil monster was one that was all black, and it was like goo, it could crawl under everything and it was always bothering one of my friends, who was a girly boy, or a twink, and looked like Basil from Omori, another monster that I remember but was good was a shopping cart that could talk, I was always helping it move around, but anyways one day both me and my friend had had enough, so I got a revolver and we lured in the evil monster to kill it, it was a dark room, and the monster was a dark colour so we didn't have much of an advantage, at some point the monster got a hold of my friend, but this was good for me since I had a rough idea of where it was, so I started shooting, I landed all my shots and killed it.
I'm not sure if this third one is a part of the previous one or another one, but I can just remember a title screen, it said the name of the vn: "The Forest", and it was an animation of a character walking in first person around a Forest, very peaceful, and I think there was also a castle involved
I guess I've known or a while haven't I...
The earliest dream I can recall about being a woman was around a year ago and it was of me being a goth girl, I remember that I wasn't too thin but I remember thinking that I looked good, I went to the street and did whatever until night, and I had to return home, and I got...uh...sexually assaulted by someone on the street, I didn't wake up immediately but only after it was over.
The aftermath of that dream was just a few days of wondering why I had had that dream, I can usually tell why I have the dreams I have, but there is only one word to describe how I felt about having this dream, and that word is "Flabbergasted"
The next trilogy of dreams was right after I started taking estrogen, the first one was about my parents finding out that I was taking estrogen, and they were all supportive and shit, unrealistic, the next one was the day after that, it was the same except they kicked me out of the house, realistic, and then the next one was the day right after that as well, and it was about me being deep into the transitioning process and not being able to hide the fact that I'm transitioning anymore, so I just kind of stayed in my room and didn't wanna get out of there, also realistic.
I had this dream around 2021-2022, definitely before 2023.
It was...September 11th 2001 (Don't click off this isn't a joke please just hear me out) I was in the World Trade Center, and North Korea had just launched an attack against the United States' World Trade Center, in Manhattan, I survived the attack and was able to escape the building, however something was clear, The Third World War was upon us.
After some hours, I was summoned to the US Military's headquarters, they had heard of my commanding skills and combat experience from games like COMMAND: Modern Operations, and Pavlov, and so I was recruited, but I still had one day of freedom, and so, I went to this girl I liked to to confess to her, it didn't have a lot of meaning at that point, because I was going to war, but I felt like I had to do it.
I went to find her, she was with a friend, but still, I approached her.
I said: - "Hey [name] I have to tell you something"
She then told her friend: - "Hold on, I don't want to waste this chance."
I chuckled a bit, but then said: - "I need to tell you something...I love you"
She replied: - "I love you too."
- But...I'm going to war?
- What? No, don't go, I want you here.
I don't remember any dialogue after that, I just remember the end of my dream, we went out to some kind of park, and we were having a good time, but then...The Chinese raided the playground, they started shooting, and I wasn't armed, so I probably died.
So...this one was a bit goofy, thats why I told it like that, but the other ones will be less detailed.
So, there were 3 dreams were I got sent to Ukraine, but I only remember 2 :( This is the first one.
So, the first dream I had about getting sent to Ukraine was around the time the Invasion started, however Ukraine didn't look anything like it actually does.
So, I was sent to Ukraine in a Helicopter, and it was some kind of jungle island, there was a small base with me and someone else, I got a gun, and started scouting around the base, just when I was exiting I saw a Russian, instinctively, I shot him, and killed him, then I think the other soldier and I had to escape the island and I think we did...
So, I went to Ukraine, again, but this time it actually looked like Ukraine except it was a COD game, I got a triple kill, but then this camping Russian bitch 360 noscoped me...Bitch.
So yeah, I went to Afghanistan, then I got captured by the Taliban, and I befriended...get this...Osama Bin Laden, I had brought Warfighter with me, and we played together, the Taliban let me go so I wouldnt miss my flight, we went through an Afghan market and got out, fun stuff.
This one...was fucking terrifying.
So, in this one I went to...Russia! but not one of the main turistic sites, just one of the random Siberian villages, it all looked deppressing, like everyone knew what was gonna happen next, we were met by a taxi driver? who took us to a cementery up a mountain, the entire village looked underdeveloped, kind of like the average street in Mexico, we entered the cementery for some reason, I didn't know what we were doing there but it was nice I guess, eventually we started driving into the city, when I looked out the car window I saw a huge explosion on the distance, my first thought was that it was a nuclear strike, but I hadn't heard it or seen any bombs or missiles hit, but then my fears were confirmed when the radio was interrupted with this announcement:
"Citizens of Russia! Nuclear War has started, everyone must seek shelter now, you have a maximum of three minutes to do so! Nuclear annihilation is imminent!
Just as the announcer said that I panicked, but it felt like I was the only person in the car who cared, noone else seemed to care, just as that happened I felt a sense of dread flow through me, it actually felt like that was happening, but I couldn't do anything about it, as the explosion grew closer I eventually closed my eyes, and waited for my imminent dead, I opened my eyes again just fpor a second and I saw the explosion mere meters from me, just as the explosion hit me...I woke up, not in the real world, but in the hotel of the Russian village, somewhat relieved I got ready fpr the day, and we went through it, but the day happened just like in my dream, we did everything we did in the dream, and eventually, the nuclear strike happened, I was less scared in this dream, because I though it also was just a dream inside a dream, and when the explosion hit me, I woke up in the real world.